Sunday, November 18, 2007

fuck

everythings at my the tip of my senses. i can see her. her gentle eyes, her peaceful smile, her gaze at her loved ones knowing that she's satisfied leaving with those around her as her last sight of the life well lived. i can touch her. her well worn arthritic hands, holding them as a piece of solidarity knowing that we're in this together.

if only my loved ones could look in my eyes and understand that im hurting too. and that im sorry.

2 comments:

Golden Boy said...

My condolences to you and your family Erika. I can't imagine the hurt you're going through, being so far from the ones you love at a time like this.

bizzy1 said...

sorry erka...as they say in italy...un ABBRACCIONE (a big hug)and lots of prayers!!